Torn on the Platform

once more just before i'm leaving
torn on the platform
once more just before i'm leaving
torn on the platform

cos i'll miss you & i love you
i know this is over just for mow
cos i miss you, ohh, how i miss you
you're not my girl; you're my town

BB dream

i had a dream last night where i was in Big Brother, but it was on a farm & my old cat was "deathrolling" badgers. random.

fringe

yesterday i was going to cut myself a full block fringe but i didn't, i whimped out & instead went for a side fringe. i think the results were good. can't wait til i get back to work & then payday come; can go get all my deadends cut off, hurrah. it's been since October that i had a proper cut... oh hi student !

G.O.L.D.F.R.A.P.P.

i am not a huge Goldfrapp fan though i am mildly obsessed with Alison Goldfrapp's name though. say it with me: Goldfrapp. it's so fun. it could work in so many contexts:
as a replacement swear word; "oh, goldfrapp, i dropped my feather boa into my drink"
a raunchy verb; "i went home with him & we goldfrapped for hours"
the name of a dashing, authority-averse tv detective whose boss is always yelling at him; "get ... me... GOLDFRAPP !"
or the name of the aforementioned detective's villainous nemesis, frequently screamed at the skies while our hero kneels over a dead body & shakes his fist;"GooooldfrAAAAAAAAAAAPPPP!"
or even as a noun for something sort of gooey; "shoot, i got goldfrapp all over my Jimmy Choos"
or, my faveourite; "omg, that guy is so hot, i almost goldfrapped myself when he said 'hi' to me"

photography withdrawl

i haven't taken any good photos for ages. tomorrow, i will use some of the little money i have to buy some batteries for my digital slr & then upload some photos. will go for a nice walk.

miss this;













hopefully the weather will be good. can take a nice walk around Leeds.

away for a while.

forgot completely about my blogs but need something to keep me going through the summer. something to look after & care for. this will be my project, as well as my photography & illustrations.

i have new hair. i has been cut restored to its natural colour. just need it to grow now, thick & healthy.

i have terrible innsomnia. cannot sleep. fourth night in a row. becoming a bore.

oh dear friend, Dennis Erdal Keser (the one in the sunglasses), left university yesterday, to return back to Germany as he wasn't enjoying his course. damn you TASC for not making him have such a good time that he never wantd to leave ! on Saturday we had a leaving party for him in HQ & halls. then yesterday, when his parents arrived to take him from us, we stood outside reception & waved him a fond farewell. we even got a photo with his father. Dennis waved all the way down the road, bless. we were sad but then rejoiced a little when he sent us all a text to say he'd left us a present in his fridge; a bottle of Grolsch each :) thanks Dennis. so we missed our lessons & sat on the playing fields & drank our gifts at 12:30am. good times. Auf Wiedersehen, Dennis.